Why am I . . .

[alivehawk1701]

. . . rewatching House? Well, I am trying to finish my H/W fics that have sat, unfinsihed for nearly 15 year, so rewatching episodes, particulary H/W centric ones is important. But really? Really? That scene between H/W (Series 5 epi 1) where Wilson says, "you spread misery . . . we were never friends . . ." you know what I'm talking about; and I'm gutted. Gutted. No. No. Just no. It's so so sad. Is this the part of the H/W relationship I was fearful would lay waste to our precious ship? The truth is we believed more in House than the writers did. I know Wilson has his issues, and i try in my fics to show that he is redicent to allow space for himself but House is NOT cruel. Why did they hurt us to much with this? Ok, maybe I don't remember, it being so long, how they recover after this but ugh. Just. Ugh. Ouch. F*&k all them. Those queer baiting, queer coding f$#ks.

Sigh.

Just have a lot of emotion today. Carry on.

Comments

[greghousesgf]

oh god. That scene really bothered me too. I felt like smacking Wilson and I normally like Wilson.
If you read my fics it might help you feel a bit better.

[alivehawk1701]

I feel sympathy for Wilson, and do understand what he's saying, especially when considering the changes to House's character, progressivly as the series went on. I LOVE the first series episode Control because House is harsh and deviant and brutally honest but for a reason, because he cares about the client more than he cares about hospital policy. Why couldn't we have more episodes like that? Why can't it be that Wilson is House's friend because he can see the honorable and beautiful purpose behind his actions rather than Wilson is a gluten for punishment? Will there ever be a show that will listen to the fandom and give us the relationship we want? I'm grumbling because I follow Supernatural and hold onto hope, like a fool, that Dean and Cas will get together before the end . . .

[greghousesgf]

oh god, I agree with you completely, except I was never into Supernatural.

[cuddyclothes]

One problem is, is that conflict is what makes drama. Plus I think House was a tremendous pain in the ass, as brilliant as he is. And sometimes he pushes Wilson too far. In "Son Of Coma Guy" Wilson tells House he pushes every relationship until it breaks. Later he says to Wilson, "maybe I don't wanna push this til it breaks". I mean, they are so in love. SO IN LOVE.